童年，
纯真的回忆，
像夹心饼，
被天真和无邪夹着。
我，
轻轻嚼着它，
味道果然纯普，甜蜜。
但它太脆了，
奶油含在舌头上，
不一会儿就便融化了。
想再拿一块来吃，
但我爱的口味
是属于限量版的，
在我肚子里
等着消化。
以前的我，
就是那么健忘，
今天的沮丧，
在第二天忘光了。
现在，
记忆力怎么变得那么好了？
头脑相似大型工厂，
不断生产疑惑忧郁,
午夜梦洄还记意犹新。
真想回到从前,
享受我的
健忘症。
以前的我，
放学回到家，
是自由活动时间,
任意发挥想象力，
每天过得充实有意义！
长大后，
怎么不一样了？
变得那么爱比较，，
再也没有所谓的自由活动。
创意被锁得牢牢的，
钥匙在学校手中，
读书等于玩乐也等于读书…..
以前的我，
就在父母的呵护下长大，
依偎在他们的怀里，
挺温暖的。
长大后，
家里怎么越来越像酒店？
每每回到家中只顾锁在房间里，
个个都有自己的隐私，
变得陌生。
家里的客厅，
只是让整间屋子，
看起来像是一间家。
小时候，
友谊是真诚的，
不讲究任何条件。
现在，
朋友，
都讲求个人利益。
夹心饼，
是什么让我那么怀念你呢？
是零零碎碎的回忆吗？
应该是吧，
就像你，
若把你的碎片一一粘回去，
你还是我爱的夹心饼。
————————————————————
亲爱的夹心饼，
现在我不想吃你了，
我要把你放进透明盒里，
置在房间里的最角落，
偶尔才来看看你。
很抱歉，
因为我不想一直活在回忆里。
我想向前看，
年少的夹克饼在等我。
你在这边，
乖乖的哦。
记得，
不在乎年长地久，
只在乎曾经拥有。
但我还爱你，
我的童年夹心饼
:)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
R.I.P friend...
Didnt know you for long,
but i never forget any moment i spent with you.
i went to your house,
played with your evil dog,
who barked and tried to bite me when i held him.
and you were like scolding,
ordered him not to do that to her friend,
which was *me*. :]
and i can still remember you,
YOU, as a cheerful cheeky girl,
always so positive and optimistic....
taking photos with me,
and cheering me up by praising i was actually pretty.
all the tiny winy bits of memories,
i ll paste them back one by one,
and consititute a wonderful,
heart-warming puzzle,
of you and me,
together,
always,
ever...
_________________
sometimes,
i think i'd rather die,
juz leave this world,
because i hav a better world there.
but another thought always nudges me,
to live happily on the earth,
and die happily.
stand in the shoes of ppl in heaven,
earth is nothing but a pile of soil.
i saw you lying down there,
wearing your precious uniform.
from your look,
i can guess,
you turned your back on the universe peacefully,
as though this is nothing for you.
______________________________________
someone told me,
Life is juz like making a phone calls,
it is either you hang up the phone 1st,
or i hang up 1st.
even sometimes,
without saying goodbye,
that is what we called
'disconnection'
_________________________________
Sorrows filled the atmosphere
when your coffin was rolled to the place for cremation,
your brother was shouting your name,
crying hysteria,
asked you to come back.
voice of agony,
tears of sour and bitter.
i lowered my head,
i know,
these didnt suit you at all,
as you WERE the sunshine & the God of laughter.
Hence, i didnt cry,
caz i know,
you ARE now peacefully settled in heaven,
with Jesus,
and living in a place where there has no sadness.
no more sheding tears,
but only happiness.
now THIS,
suits you.
i know,
i know.....
me wrote,
9:19 p.m
but i never forget any moment i spent with you.
i went to your house,
played with your evil dog,
who barked and tried to bite me when i held him.
and you were like scolding,
ordered him not to do that to her friend,
which was *me*. :]
and i can still remember you,
YOU, as a cheerful cheeky girl,
always so positive and optimistic....
taking photos with me,
and cheering me up by praising i was actually pretty.
all the tiny winy bits of memories,
i ll paste them back one by one,
and consititute a wonderful,
heart-warming puzzle,
of you and me,
together,
always,
ever...
_________________
sometimes,
i think i'd rather die,
juz leave this world,
because i hav a better world there.
but another thought always nudges me,
to live happily on the earth,
and die happily.
stand in the shoes of ppl in heaven,
earth is nothing but a pile of soil.
i saw you lying down there,
wearing your precious uniform.
from your look,
i can guess,
you turned your back on the universe peacefully,
as though this is nothing for you.
______________________________________
someone told me,
Life is juz like making a phone calls,
it is either you hang up the phone 1st,
or i hang up 1st.
even sometimes,
without saying goodbye,
that is what we called
'disconnection'
_________________________________
Sorrows filled the atmosphere
when your coffin was rolled to the place for cremation,
your brother was shouting your name,
crying hysteria,
asked you to come back.
voice of agony,
tears of sour and bitter.
i lowered my head,
i know,
these didnt suit you at all,
as you WERE the sunshine & the God of laughter.
Hence, i didnt cry,
caz i know,
you ARE now peacefully settled in heaven,
with Jesus,
and living in a place where there has no sadness.
no more sheding tears,
but only happiness.
now THIS,
suits you.
i know,
i know.....
me wrote,
9:19 p.m
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
A sad farewell to my pet hamster.....
A picture of a hamster suddenly popped out in my mind,
i immediately thought a pet of mine
a few years ago.
they were hamsters,
china hamsters.
small and fluffy,
cute and adorable.
but they seemed to have a disgusting habit,
as they defeacated every 5 seconds!!!!
flashbacks......
pieces of memories,
i cant glue them back,
they are tooo tiny.
---------------- I remember
you were trying to adapt the new environment,
the horrible cat was chasing you,
you were staring and buttering me. (hehe)
i almost cut you into half by a scissors,
i tossed you in the air and caught you,
and how you shivered on my palm.
you went into my shirt,
you had your 1st batch of baby hamsters,
and how you grew old,
and died silently in your cage.....
every single sign of you,
the memories,
as deep as my mind could go,
showed the flashback of you....
in that 2 seconds.
we both never said goodbye to each other,
but now,
please listen,
I wanna tell you.....
''we met it seems such a short time ago,
you looked at me,
needing me so.
yet from your sadness, our happiness grew,
and i found out i needed you too.
i remember how we used to play,
i recall those rainy days,
the fire glows and kept us warm,
and now i find we are both alone.....
goodbye may seem forever,
farewell is like the end.
but in my heart's ,
the memory,
and there you'll always be.''
an ex-hamster master wrote,
12:55 a.m
8)
i immediately thought a pet of mine
a few years ago.
they were hamsters,
china hamsters.
small and fluffy,
cute and adorable.
but they seemed to have a disgusting habit,
as they defeacated every 5 seconds!!!!
flashbacks......
pieces of memories,
i cant glue them back,
they are tooo tiny.
---------------- I remember
you were trying to adapt the new environment,
the horrible cat was chasing you,
you were staring and buttering me. (hehe)
i almost cut you into half by a scissors,
i tossed you in the air and caught you,
and how you shivered on my palm.
you went into my shirt,
you had your 1st batch of baby hamsters,
and how you grew old,
and died silently in your cage.....
every single sign of you,
the memories,
as deep as my mind could go,
showed the flashback of you....
in that 2 seconds.
we both never said goodbye to each other,
but now,
please listen,
I wanna tell you.....
''we met it seems such a short time ago,
you looked at me,
needing me so.
yet from your sadness, our happiness grew,
and i found out i needed you too.
i remember how we used to play,
i recall those rainy days,
the fire glows and kept us warm,
and now i find we are both alone.....
goodbye may seem forever,
farewell is like the end.
but in my heart's ,
the memory,
and there you'll always be.''
an ex-hamster master wrote,
12:55 a.m
8)
Friday, September 3, 2010
Be yourself
That day i was in my room,
tears suddenly juz popped out from my
" window of soul" thingie...
and dropped on my lips. (EEWW)
what the hell was that???
i was leaking....
i didnt know why,
but somehow,
i felt tired,
so exhausted from pleasing others...
i wanted to be like them,
i wanted to mix with them,
join thier group,
and be part of them.
but something,
something was blocking my way,
and invisible rigid wall,
a wall that existed as alpha and omega,
that could never be destroyed...
it's too firm,
i was too weak.
juz because i admired them,
juz because me too wanna be smart like them,
juz because i didnt appreciate myself,
juz because its not the fate i wanted...
i tred to please them,
tried to be SOOOOO good to them,
tried to let them accept me,
it took me so long.
i've been to patience,
i believed one day,
maybe one day,
they would realise the existence of me.
but what did i get?
i was a total misfit.
then,
i read a message,
and email from my friend,
i think it's God's work,
to console,
and let me know that...
" human always care about those
that dont care about them.
and they ignore those who bother them,
who cares and appreciate about them.
they want more, and so they run towards
the aim that shut out to them.
they abondon the group that once concerned,
and attentive...
at last, they got nothing.
cherish those that show cares,
even though they are not the best.
for this is the fate that befalls on you.
you can blame nobody, but you and only you"
and then an electric shot flowed throughout
my every single cell,
every inch of my skin...
I SHOULD BE MYSELF!!!!
I stopped pleasing others,
stopped torturing myself,
stopped to be so greedy and self-centered.
they dont like people that are fake
juz be yourself
dont try to think your hell out
how to make that person likes you.
then you ll start paranoid,
start to be so not-you,
and then turn to another person,
then, no ego... (how sad)
YOU ARE SPECIAL!!!
BE DIFFRENT!!!!
your REAL character is juz like a magnet,
friends are like irons.
*because the only way to be outstanding ,
is to be yourself
be different,
and EGO!!!
such a simple way.
GOD LOVES EVERYONE,
AND WILL PREPARE HIS/HER WAY,
WITHOUT YOU WORRYING.
( above are all my imagination,
i am juz imagining myself
will one day become like that,
and the ways that what should i do)
an imagine-maker wrote,
12:50 a.m
tears suddenly juz popped out from my
" window of soul" thingie...
and dropped on my lips. (EEWW)
what the hell was that???
i was leaking....
i didnt know why,
but somehow,
i felt tired,
so exhausted from pleasing others...
i wanted to be like them,
i wanted to mix with them,
join thier group,
and be part of them.
but something,
something was blocking my way,
and invisible rigid wall,
a wall that existed as alpha and omega,
that could never be destroyed...
it's too firm,
i was too weak.
juz because i admired them,
juz because me too wanna be smart like them,
juz because i didnt appreciate myself,
juz because its not the fate i wanted...
i tred to please them,
tried to be SOOOOO good to them,
tried to let them accept me,
it took me so long.
i've been to patience,
i believed one day,
maybe one day,
they would realise the existence of me.
but what did i get?
i was a total misfit.
then,
i read a message,
and email from my friend,
i think it's God's work,
to console,
and let me know that...
" human always care about those
that dont care about them.
and they ignore those who bother them,
who cares and appreciate about them.
they want more, and so they run towards
the aim that shut out to them.
they abondon the group that once concerned,
and attentive...
at last, they got nothing.
cherish those that show cares,
even though they are not the best.
for this is the fate that befalls on you.
you can blame nobody, but you and only you"
and then an electric shot flowed throughout
my every single cell,
every inch of my skin...
I SHOULD BE MYSELF!!!!
I stopped pleasing others,
stopped torturing myself,
stopped to be so greedy and self-centered.
they dont like people that are fake
juz be yourself
dont try to think your hell out
how to make that person likes you.
then you ll start paranoid,
start to be so not-you,
and then turn to another person,
then, no ego... (how sad)
YOU ARE SPECIAL!!!
BE DIFFRENT!!!!
your REAL character is juz like a magnet,
friends are like irons.
*because the only way to be outstanding ,
is to be yourself
be different,
and EGO!!!
such a simple way.
GOD LOVES EVERYONE,
AND WILL PREPARE HIS/HER WAY,
WITHOUT YOU WORRYING.
( above are all my imagination,
i am juz imagining myself
will one day become like that,
and the ways that what should i do)
an imagine-maker wrote,
12:50 a.m
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
smiles (:
Someone asked me,
why are you always hanging your smiley face
right on the bottom of your nose?
i said of coarse,
you want me to smile on my tummy?
i love to smile,
isnt that good?
it makes you feel happy and optimistic,
sometimes, you might even influnce others...
''joanne has the sweetest smile, just like her mother! ''
mr zac said, blinking his cheeky eyes a few months ago.
i remember till now, because its true.
*some people have really pretty sweet smile,
that will shoo the worries away...
''chloe, i hate you and your optimistic''
deanna said, joking....
she is so optimistic, which makes her our class monitor.
class monitor shouldnt be strict and fierce and boring,
they should be bright and smart,
to lead and fill the class with wisdom and happiness!!!
*some people may not hav the sweetest smile,
but their smiles contain sun that shines,
so warm that melts the cold, dissapointed heart...
''omg cheryl, you look so funny when you smile!!!''
alysha couldnt say the words properly,
she was laughing like hell...
'' what the hell?''
cheryl continued...
*some people may not have the brightest smiles,
but they are enough to make someone giggle with joy...
''you all so noisy ar!!! i cannot teach you all arh!!!!''
ms tai was throwing the chairs on the floor,
scolding us with her smiley face.
wierd right?
but i still dont know how the hell can she do that!!!
*some people may not hav the funny smiles,
but at least the smiles will make you less guitly
when you get scolded.
''hey i like your drawings connie!''
yasmin agreed with her admire smile...
* smile at people when you sincerely admire his/her works,
they will always remember and make his/her day.
(human like to be praised)
but most importantly,
smile to people with blessings.
such as smile when you meet them in the corridor,
say something like ''good luck in your exam'' or ''hope you ll get well soon''
with a warm smile..
* this may not be the sweetest or the brightest smile
but this tiny little smile filled with blessings and wishes
is the BEST among the BEST!
remember, a simple way to stand out among the others
is to be H-A-P-P-Y
A happy girl wrote,
6:01 p.m
why are you always hanging your smiley face
right on the bottom of your nose?
i said of coarse,
you want me to smile on my tummy?
i love to smile,
isnt that good?
it makes you feel happy and optimistic,
sometimes, you might even influnce others...
''joanne has the sweetest smile, just like her mother! ''
mr zac said, blinking his cheeky eyes a few months ago.
i remember till now, because its true.
*some people have really pretty sweet smile,
that will shoo the worries away...
''chloe, i hate you and your optimistic''
deanna said, joking....
she is so optimistic, which makes her our class monitor.
class monitor shouldnt be strict and fierce and boring,
they should be bright and smart,
to lead and fill the class with wisdom and happiness!!!
*some people may not hav the sweetest smile,
but their smiles contain sun that shines,
so warm that melts the cold, dissapointed heart...
''omg cheryl, you look so funny when you smile!!!''
alysha couldnt say the words properly,
she was laughing like hell...
'' what the hell?''
cheryl continued...
*some people may not have the brightest smiles,
but they are enough to make someone giggle with joy...
''you all so noisy ar!!! i cannot teach you all arh!!!!''
ms tai was throwing the chairs on the floor,
scolding us with her smiley face.
wierd right?
but i still dont know how the hell can she do that!!!
*some people may not hav the funny smiles,
but at least the smiles will make you less guitly
when you get scolded.
''hey i like your drawings connie!''
yasmin agreed with her admire smile...
* smile at people when you sincerely admire his/her works,
they will always remember and make his/her day.
(human like to be praised)
but most importantly,
smile to people with blessings.
such as smile when you meet them in the corridor,
say something like ''good luck in your exam'' or ''hope you ll get well soon''
with a warm smile..
* this may not be the sweetest or the brightest smile
but this tiny little smile filled with blessings and wishes
is the BEST among the BEST!
remember, a simple way to stand out among the others
is to be H-A-P-P-Y
A happy girl wrote,
6:01 p.m
Monday, August 30, 2010
MERDEKA.......... MERDEKA...... MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wohoooooo.............
its our national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, i didnt hear any firecrackers...
nor yelling of joys....
i actually looked outside the window,
nothing to be suprised,
everyone has their windows and doors tightly shut,
lights were off,
only the dogs were celebreting the day
that everyone used to be proud of.
( bark, bark, bark)
even when i woke my brother up to countdown,
he gave me the look and said merdeka is useless...
and turned in again...
how sad...
maybe there are some of them hav really forgotten what is today
its like that every year.
me too didnt really have the mood to celebrate,
you know when i have to study for the whole day
juz to get a prettay 'pass' for my class test 4.
its exhausting buddy.......
i countdown with melody in the air,
juz for fun.
i didnt yell in the phone,
i juz made a fake WOOHOO after i counted to 1.
everything is so fake, so palsu...
whatever,
yup i updated my LONG abondon blog...
caz i bought a new hp, 12.1 megapixels..
(well, its a few months ago thing,
being too busy)
and yup,
credits to MELODY NG MIN ERN!!!!!!
i like the night sky with the stars scattered around...
thanks so much sis :}
once again...
happy national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a tired gal,
12:45 a.m
its our national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, i didnt hear any firecrackers...
nor yelling of joys....
i actually looked outside the window,
nothing to be suprised,
everyone has their windows and doors tightly shut,
lights were off,
only the dogs were celebreting the day
that everyone used to be proud of.
( bark, bark, bark)
even when i woke my brother up to countdown,
he gave me the look and said merdeka is useless...
and turned in again...
how sad...
maybe there are some of them hav really forgotten what is today
its like that every year.
me too didnt really have the mood to celebrate,
you know when i have to study for the whole day
juz to get a prettay 'pass' for my class test 4.
its exhausting buddy.......
i countdown with melody in the air,
juz for fun.
i didnt yell in the phone,
i juz made a fake WOOHOO after i counted to 1.
everything is so fake, so palsu...
whatever,
yup i updated my LONG abondon blog...
caz i bought a new hp, 12.1 megapixels..
(well, its a few months ago thing,
being too busy)
and yup,
credits to MELODY NG MIN ERN!!!!!!
i like the night sky with the stars scattered around...
thanks so much sis :}
once again...
happy national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a tired gal,
12:45 a.m
Friday, February 12, 2010
bloggin again.... woohoo
i miss blogging.
actually i've been telling myself to update my blog
every weekends.
but the annoying homeworks just keep disturbing me!
aarrgggghhh........
well, nvm,
arent i bloggin now? hehe
today in my school,
they were dispatiching roses and chocs to someone,
whom another person has bought it for them
few weeks before.
you know they were like,
sorry teacher may i meet
shu yi, cheryll, ysa, robyn, joanne, bla bla bla pls?
i was waiting for my name mann,
haha, so perasan.
no one is gonna give meeeee something.
i feel so lonely,
what stupid valantine day i have.
suddenly the ''down'' song came to my mind.
and i was singing
connie are you down down down down down.....
while doing my eng homework.
T.T ( sobbs)
lonely valantine day.
all i wanted is juz a simple flower or chocalate.
eileen told me to buy it for myself .
pooh...
who will ever do that?!
sheesh....
its like mr bean sending himself christmas cards,
and act so happy when he saw cards on his mailbox
like someone has given him some.
( so stupid right?)
awww,
whatever.....
i ll receive choc one day,
when i have a boyfriend who truly loves me...
( dream maker) kekeke..
ignore me.
oh one of my tooth is so painful for nearly 2 weeks,
at first i thought its juz a numb or tooth cramp or all those crap.
but whenever i eat something,
i ll go OOOWWWWHHHH.
can you imagine?
of all days, new year tooth ache?
thats stupid,
i am gonna kiss my new year cookies goodbye.
T.T
but luckily,
mom is free today,
i mean yesterday,
caz its passed 12.
and she took me to the dentist.
mr ong's ''dental care'' was packed with tooth-problems human.
i juz cant imagine.
his is so welcomed.
its like everyday lots of ppl has tooth problems.
wahahahahaha, ooouuch, my tooth cramped.
so i met two friends in the clinic.
so coincidence.
i waited 1 hour juz to get the dentist to observe my poor tooth.
i was about to sleep and felt so so so guilty to waste my time.
T.T
and then,
and finally,
i heard my beautiful name been called my the nurse.
and then,
guess what?
i ve to wait again!
the room was so cold.
its about to freeze my organs!
can you imagine when the dentist went in to the room where i am,
and then stunned to see a pretty girl is covered by thick ice
with her mouth and eyes wide open?
its so pity....
the friendly dentist said its only inflammation.
inflammation took me 1 hour and let me suffer in the ''fridge'' room?
jeezz....
well, guys,
pls dont mind if i jump from one topic to another,
caz i am a random person.
haha.
now i wonder who views my blog?
i am like talking to myself all the time.
ya maybe only 1 or 2 of you read.
but maybe none of you!
NNNOOOOO.
nvm who cares.
you know i suddenly thought of ants.
caz i saw one crawling on my pure white wall.
i juz died in my fingertips.
wahahahaha..... ( cough)
kay kay kay,
no more boring stuff.
i know this blog is so long and boring....
but congratz to those who has read untill this far!
oh ya and erm,
chinese new year is coming!!!!!
yeah!!!!!
ang pow to get
wooohooooo!!!!!
i juz LOVE $$$.
you know whenever i got money from my dad,
i wont spend it.
i ll juz keep them in my wallet and put it in the safest place,
although no one bothers to steal my money.
last year i got RM1700 of ang pow's money!!!!
so happy,
and i called Ai FM to share my new year stuff...
that was my 1st time calling a radio station.
and its was like everyone in malaysia heard my voice!
haha.
i dont know whats gonna happen this year.
probably something nerd.
i dont know....
i ve packed my shirts for tmr,
i mean today.
going back to HOMETOWN!!!!
and also brought my BOOKS....
how come everyear's 1st class test is aft CNY?
its like spending your chinese new year reading books?
or feeling guilty if you dont.
aww.....
T.T
why is life so stressful......
but anyway,
i am taking part of solo singing, duet singing, culinary,
chinese speech, and short film competition for paramount.
so i gotta find songs and ideas during CNY.
coollll...
but its so stupid
the theme for singing competition is.....
60's or 70's songs.
its like so old....
i mean not nessacary must be 60's or 70's songs.
its juz before 80's.
maybe i can choose the 10's songs or 20's songs.
muahahahaha.....
can you imagine the tune of it?
me? gonna sing that?
wth....
swt..
well, whatever.
actually i have a lot of photos to share.
but i think i ll wait for my new handphone 1st.
i wanna buy cyber shot.
so i can snap nice pics and share them here next time.
haha. juz wait....
but mom says i must use my ang pow money to buy whatever i want.
T.T
so sad....
why are they so mean....
whatever....
i ll buy a roxy bag and roxy pencil box soon..
teeeheee.
kay la,
i know its too long.
so ok,
erm....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
actually i've been telling myself to update my blog
every weekends.
but the annoying homeworks just keep disturbing me!
aarrgggghhh........
well, nvm,
arent i bloggin now? hehe
today in my school,
they were dispatiching roses and chocs to someone,
whom another person has bought it for them
few weeks before.
you know they were like,
sorry teacher may i meet
shu yi, cheryll, ysa, robyn, joanne, bla bla bla pls?
i was waiting for my name mann,
haha, so perasan.
no one is gonna give meeeee something.
i feel so lonely,
what stupid valantine day i have.
suddenly the ''down'' song came to my mind.
and i was singing
connie are you down down down down down.....
while doing my eng homework.
T.T ( sobbs)
lonely valantine day.
all i wanted is juz a simple flower or chocalate.
eileen told me to buy it for myself .
pooh...
who will ever do that?!
sheesh....
its like mr bean sending himself christmas cards,
and act so happy when he saw cards on his mailbox
like someone has given him some.
( so stupid right?)
awww,
whatever.....
i ll receive choc one day,
when i have a boyfriend who truly loves me...
( dream maker) kekeke..
ignore me.
oh one of my tooth is so painful for nearly 2 weeks,
at first i thought its juz a numb or tooth cramp or all those crap.
but whenever i eat something,
i ll go OOOWWWWHHHH.
can you imagine?
of all days, new year tooth ache?
thats stupid,
i am gonna kiss my new year cookies goodbye.
T.T
but luckily,
mom is free today,
i mean yesterday,
caz its passed 12.
and she took me to the dentist.
mr ong's ''dental care'' was packed with tooth-problems human.
i juz cant imagine.
his is so welcomed.
its like everyday lots of ppl has tooth problems.
wahahahahaha, ooouuch, my tooth cramped.
so i met two friends in the clinic.
so coincidence.
i waited 1 hour juz to get the dentist to observe my poor tooth.
i was about to sleep and felt so so so guilty to waste my time.
T.T
and then,
and finally,
i heard my beautiful name been called my the nurse.
and then,
guess what?
i ve to wait again!
the room was so cold.
its about to freeze my organs!
can you imagine when the dentist went in to the room where i am,
and then stunned to see a pretty girl is covered by thick ice
with her mouth and eyes wide open?
its so pity....
the friendly dentist said its only inflammation.
inflammation took me 1 hour and let me suffer in the ''fridge'' room?
jeezz....
well, guys,
pls dont mind if i jump from one topic to another,
caz i am a random person.
haha.
now i wonder who views my blog?
i am like talking to myself all the time.
ya maybe only 1 or 2 of you read.
but maybe none of you!
NNNOOOOO.
nvm who cares.
you know i suddenly thought of ants.
caz i saw one crawling on my pure white wall.
i juz died in my fingertips.
wahahahaha..... ( cough)
kay kay kay,
no more boring stuff.
i know this blog is so long and boring....
but congratz to those who has read untill this far!
oh ya and erm,
chinese new year is coming!!!!!
yeah!!!!!
ang pow to get
wooohooooo!!!!!
i juz LOVE $$$.
you know whenever i got money from my dad,
i wont spend it.
i ll juz keep them in my wallet and put it in the safest place,
although no one bothers to steal my money.
last year i got RM1700 of ang pow's money!!!!
so happy,
and i called Ai FM to share my new year stuff...
that was my 1st time calling a radio station.
and its was like everyone in malaysia heard my voice!
haha.
i dont know whats gonna happen this year.
probably something nerd.
i dont know....
i ve packed my shirts for tmr,
i mean today.
going back to HOMETOWN!!!!
and also brought my BOOKS....
how come everyear's 1st class test is aft CNY?
its like spending your chinese new year reading books?
or feeling guilty if you dont.
aww.....
T.T
why is life so stressful......
but anyway,
i am taking part of solo singing, duet singing, culinary,
chinese speech, and short film competition for paramount.
so i gotta find songs and ideas during CNY.
coollll...
but its so stupid
the theme for singing competition is.....
60's or 70's songs.
its like so old....
i mean not nessacary must be 60's or 70's songs.
its juz before 80's.
maybe i can choose the 10's songs or 20's songs.
muahahahaha.....
can you imagine the tune of it?
me? gonna sing that?
wth....
swt..
well, whatever.
actually i have a lot of photos to share.
but i think i ll wait for my new handphone 1st.
i wanna buy cyber shot.
so i can snap nice pics and share them here next time.
haha. juz wait....
but mom says i must use my ang pow money to buy whatever i want.
T.T
so sad....
why are they so mean....
whatever....
i ll buy a roxy bag and roxy pencil box soon..
teeeheee.
kay la,
i know its too long.
so ok,
erm....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
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