R.I.P friend...

Didnt know you for long,
but i never forget any moment i spent with you.

i went to your house,
played with your evil dog,
who barked and tried to bite me when i held him.
and you were like scolding,
ordered him not to do that to her friend,
which was *me*. :]

and i can still remember you,
YOU, as a cheerful cheeky girl,
always so positive and optimistic....
taking photos with me,
and cheering me up by praising i was actually pretty.

all the tiny winy bits of memories,
i ll paste them back one by one,
and consititute a wonderful,
heart-warming puzzle,
of you and me,
together,
always,
ever...

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sometimes,
i think i'd rather die,
juz leave this world,
because i hav a better world there.

but another thought always nudges me,
to live happily on the earth,
and die happily.
stand in the shoes of ppl in heaven,
earth is nothing but a pile of soil.

i saw you lying down there,
wearing your precious uniform.
from your look,
i can guess,
you turned your back on the universe peacefully,
as though this is nothing for you.

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someone told me,
Life is juz like making a phone calls,
it is either you hang up the phone 1st,
or i hang up 1st.
even sometimes,
without saying goodbye,
that is what we called
'disconnection'
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Sorrows filled the atmosphere
when your coffin was rolled to the place for cremation,
your brother was shouting your name,
crying hysteria,
asked you to come back.

voice of agony,
tears of sour and bitter.

i lowered my head,
i know,
these didnt suit you at all,
as you WERE the sunshine & the God of laughter.
Hence, i didnt cry,
caz i know,
you ARE now peacefully settled in heaven,
with Jesus,
and living in a place where there has no sadness.
no more sheding tears,
but only happiness.

now THIS,
suits you.


i know,
i know.....


me wrote,
9:19 p.m