My thoughts (remix)

busy busy busy.....


i am too busy right here.


homeworks homeworks homeworks......


loads of homeworks.


squeeze squeeze squeeze........


squeezing my time that can filled up a cup of lemonade,


i mean bitter lemonade.








in my life,


i never try before loving school.


i really hoped that weekends are weekdays,


and as well as weekdays are weekends.





but miracles do sometimes happen.


not knowing why,


juz dont know,


i love school!


impossible right?


kay let me ask you,


whorever likes school huh?


no right?


thats why i think i am crazy.





now let me think why i like school,


hhmmmm,


oh ya i know why,


bcaz of friends i guess.





thinking carefully,


since the 3rd day i stepped in this school,


i ve been bullied by three bullies in my class!





1st, jia jin,


then john,


3rd is the friend sitting beside me (girl)


her name's eileen.








sometimes jia jin porposly come and sit beside me,


and he keeps making noises!


talking, interupting, bothering, pulling down my rubber band,


staring and blinks at me, calling me for nothing, poking my waist,


tickling me, grab my things, throws rubbish on my table or drawer.....





OH MY GOD,


SO ANNOYING!!!





john is not that bad,


but he is jia jin's best buddy,


so he cant be that good.


he helps jia jin to grab my things,


my bag, my lock, my jacket.....


even teacher's infront.





eileen is the worst,


she keeps saying jia jin and i are couples!


crazy right?


i think she needa be sent to MPH,


(mental people hospital).


at first she is the ONLY one who says that,


then now,


great,


this breaking news has spreaded to my other friends.


and now,


evertone is saying that!





haha,


its so funny remind me to laugh.





i think i needa sing a song,


我问天，我问天，


我何时得罪你?


为何要让我，


受这样的苦！





haha,


this is an old song during 60's.


but it cannot be outdated for ppl who suffers a lot.








well，


although they are bad,


but i didnt reproach them.


why?


i think its bcaz i am too good and kind and generous.


and we are best buddies all the time.








jia jin is a great riot,


his head has packed with jokes,


so whenever we are,


his job is to make sure we really did press on our stomach


and laugh like hell.





we chit chat a lot,


and teach each other.


thank you for helping me so much when i am blured.


and stop saying i am smart,


i am not smart,


i am juz a waste paper that has already crushed.


okay?











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nowadays i maybe really busy,


caz i havent found my chemis tuition yet,


if you have a good teacher to introduce,


pls tell me,


i really need your help.





form 4 and form5 is a swampy way to go,

no more objective,

no more ''tembak'' ing,

only think b4 you write,

and write and write and write.



a person who is damn stupid as me,

doesnt have many mg in my brain,

all we needa do is rivise and rivise and rivise.

nothing is allowed to do exept for rivsing.



oh well,

i think only 2 years to suffer

and maybe this tourturing years can trade a bright future!

hey, not bad what...........



okay,

gambateh connie,

i know i can do it,

and so are you my friend!
(the one who is now reading this blog)