童年，
纯真的回忆，
像夹心饼，
被天真和无邪夹着。
我，
轻轻嚼着它，
味道果然纯普，甜蜜。
但它太脆了，
奶油含在舌头上，
不一会儿就便融化了。
想再拿一块来吃，
但我爱的口味
是属于限量版的，
在我肚子里
等着消化。
以前的我，
就是那么健忘，
今天的沮丧，
在第二天忘光了。
现在，
记忆力怎么变得那么好了？
头脑相似大型工厂，
不断生产疑惑忧郁,
午夜梦洄还记意犹新。
真想回到从前,
享受我的
健忘症。
以前的我，
放学回到家，
是自由活动时间,
任意发挥想象力，
每天过得充实有意义！
长大后，
怎么不一样了？
变得那么爱比较，，
再也没有所谓的自由活动。
创意被锁得牢牢的，
钥匙在学校手中，
读书等于玩乐也等于读书…..
以前的我，
就在父母的呵护下长大，
依偎在他们的怀里，
挺温暖的。
长大后，
家里怎么越来越像酒店？
每每回到家中只顾锁在房间里，
个个都有自己的隐私，
变得陌生。
家里的客厅，
只是让整间屋子，
看起来像是一间家。
小时候，
友谊是真诚的，
不讲究任何条件。
现在，
朋友，
都讲求个人利益。
夹心饼，
是什么让我那么怀念你呢？
是零零碎碎的回忆吗？
应该是吧，
就像你，
若把你的碎片一一粘回去，
你还是我爱的夹心饼。
————————————————————
亲爱的夹心饼，
现在我不想吃你了，
我要把你放进透明盒里，
置在房间里的最角落，
偶尔才来看看你。
很抱歉，
因为我不想一直活在回忆里。
我想向前看，
年少的夹克饼在等我。
你在这边，
乖乖的哦。
记得，
不在乎年长地久，
只在乎曾经拥有。
但我还爱你，
我的童年夹心饼
:)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
R.I.P friend...
Didnt know you for long,
but i never forget any moment i spent with you.
i went to your house,
played with your evil dog,
who barked and tried to bite me when i held him.
and you were like scolding,
ordered him not to do that to her friend,
which was *me*. :]
and i can still remember you,
YOU, as a cheerful cheeky girl,
always so positive and optimistic....
taking photos with me,
and cheering me up by praising i was actually pretty.
all the tiny winy bits of memories,
i ll paste them back one by one,
and consititute a wonderful,
heart-warming puzzle,
of you and me,
together,
always,
ever...
_________________
sometimes,
i think i'd rather die,
juz leave this world,
because i hav a better world there.
but another thought always nudges me,
to live happily on the earth,
and die happily.
stand in the shoes of ppl in heaven,
earth is nothing but a pile of soil.
i saw you lying down there,
wearing your precious uniform.
from your look,
i can guess,
you turned your back on the universe peacefully,
as though this is nothing for you.
______________________________________
someone told me,
Life is juz like making a phone calls,
it is either you hang up the phone 1st,
or i hang up 1st.
even sometimes,
without saying goodbye,
that is what we called
'disconnection'
_________________________________
Sorrows filled the atmosphere
when your coffin was rolled to the place for cremation,
your brother was shouting your name,
crying hysteria,
asked you to come back.
voice of agony,
tears of sour and bitter.
i lowered my head,
i know,
these didnt suit you at all,
as you WERE the sunshine & the God of laughter.
Hence, i didnt cry,
caz i know,
you ARE now peacefully settled in heaven,
with Jesus,
and living in a place where there has no sadness.
no more sheding tears,
but only happiness.
now THIS,
suits you.
i know,
i know.....
me wrote,
9:19 p.m
but i never forget any moment i spent with you.
i went to your house,
played with your evil dog,
who barked and tried to bite me when i held him.
and you were like scolding,
ordered him not to do that to her friend,
which was *me*. :]
and i can still remember you,
YOU, as a cheerful cheeky girl,
always so positive and optimistic....
taking photos with me,
and cheering me up by praising i was actually pretty.
all the tiny winy bits of memories,
i ll paste them back one by one,
and consititute a wonderful,
heart-warming puzzle,
of you and me,
together,
always,
ever...
_________________
sometimes,
i think i'd rather die,
juz leave this world,
because i hav a better world there.
but another thought always nudges me,
to live happily on the earth,
and die happily.
stand in the shoes of ppl in heaven,
earth is nothing but a pile of soil.
i saw you lying down there,
wearing your precious uniform.
from your look,
i can guess,
you turned your back on the universe peacefully,
as though this is nothing for you.
______________________________________
someone told me,
Life is juz like making a phone calls,
it is either you hang up the phone 1st,
or i hang up 1st.
even sometimes,
without saying goodbye,
that is what we called
'disconnection'
_________________________________
Sorrows filled the atmosphere
when your coffin was rolled to the place for cremation,
your brother was shouting your name,
crying hysteria,
asked you to come back.
voice of agony,
tears of sour and bitter.
i lowered my head,
i know,
these didnt suit you at all,
as you WERE the sunshine & the God of laughter.
Hence, i didnt cry,
caz i know,
you ARE now peacefully settled in heaven,
with Jesus,
and living in a place where there has no sadness.
no more sheding tears,
but only happiness.
now THIS,
suits you.
i know,
i know.....
me wrote,
9:19 p.m
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
A sad farewell to my pet hamster.....
A picture of a hamster suddenly popped out in my mind,
i immediately thought a pet of mine
a few years ago.
they were hamsters,
china hamsters.
small and fluffy,
cute and adorable.
but they seemed to have a disgusting habit,
as they defeacated every 5 seconds!!!!
flashbacks......
pieces of memories,
i cant glue them back,
they are tooo tiny.
---------------- I remember
you were trying to adapt the new environment,
the horrible cat was chasing you,
you were staring and buttering me. (hehe)
i almost cut you into half by a scissors,
i tossed you in the air and caught you,
and how you shivered on my palm.
you went into my shirt,
you had your 1st batch of baby hamsters,
and how you grew old,
and died silently in your cage.....
every single sign of you,
the memories,
as deep as my mind could go,
showed the flashback of you....
in that 2 seconds.
we both never said goodbye to each other,
but now,
please listen,
I wanna tell you.....
''we met it seems such a short time ago,
you looked at me,
needing me so.
yet from your sadness, our happiness grew,
and i found out i needed you too.
i remember how we used to play,
i recall those rainy days,
the fire glows and kept us warm,
and now i find we are both alone.....
goodbye may seem forever,
farewell is like the end.
but in my heart's ,
the memory,
and there you'll always be.''
an ex-hamster master wrote,
12:55 a.m
8)
i immediately thought a pet of mine
a few years ago.
they were hamsters,
china hamsters.
small and fluffy,
cute and adorable.
but they seemed to have a disgusting habit,
as they defeacated every 5 seconds!!!!
flashbacks......
pieces of memories,
i cant glue them back,
they are tooo tiny.
---------------- I remember
you were trying to adapt the new environment,
the horrible cat was chasing you,
you were staring and buttering me. (hehe)
i almost cut you into half by a scissors,
i tossed you in the air and caught you,
and how you shivered on my palm.
you went into my shirt,
you had your 1st batch of baby hamsters,
and how you grew old,
and died silently in your cage.....
every single sign of you,
the memories,
as deep as my mind could go,
showed the flashback of you....
in that 2 seconds.
we both never said goodbye to each other,
but now,
please listen,
I wanna tell you.....
''we met it seems such a short time ago,
you looked at me,
needing me so.
yet from your sadness, our happiness grew,
and i found out i needed you too.
i remember how we used to play,
i recall those rainy days,
the fire glows and kept us warm,
and now i find we are both alone.....
goodbye may seem forever,
farewell is like the end.
but in my heart's ,
the memory,
and there you'll always be.''
an ex-hamster master wrote,
12:55 a.m
8)
Friday, September 3, 2010
Be yourself
That day i was in my room,
tears suddenly juz popped out from my
" window of soul" thingie...
and dropped on my lips. (EEWW)
what the hell was that???
i was leaking....
i didnt know why,
but somehow,
i felt tired,
so exhausted from pleasing others...
i wanted to be like them,
i wanted to mix with them,
join thier group,
and be part of them.
but something,
something was blocking my way,
and invisible rigid wall,
a wall that existed as alpha and omega,
that could never be destroyed...
it's too firm,
i was too weak.
juz because i admired them,
juz because me too wanna be smart like them,
juz because i didnt appreciate myself,
juz because its not the fate i wanted...
i tred to please them,
tried to be SOOOOO good to them,
tried to let them accept me,
it took me so long.
i've been to patience,
i believed one day,
maybe one day,
they would realise the existence of me.
but what did i get?
i was a total misfit.
then,
i read a message,
and email from my friend,
i think it's God's work,
to console,
and let me know that...
" human always care about those
that dont care about them.
and they ignore those who bother them,
who cares and appreciate about them.
they want more, and so they run towards
the aim that shut out to them.
they abondon the group that once concerned,
and attentive...
at last, they got nothing.
cherish those that show cares,
even though they are not the best.
for this is the fate that befalls on you.
you can blame nobody, but you and only you"
and then an electric shot flowed throughout
my every single cell,
every inch of my skin...
I SHOULD BE MYSELF!!!!
I stopped pleasing others,
stopped torturing myself,
stopped to be so greedy and self-centered.
they dont like people that are fake
juz be yourself
dont try to think your hell out
how to make that person likes you.
then you ll start paranoid,
start to be so not-you,
and then turn to another person,
then, no ego... (how sad)
YOU ARE SPECIAL!!!
BE DIFFRENT!!!!
your REAL character is juz like a magnet,
friends are like irons.
*because the only way to be outstanding ,
is to be yourself
be different,
and EGO!!!
such a simple way.
GOD LOVES EVERYONE,
AND WILL PREPARE HIS/HER WAY,
WITHOUT YOU WORRYING.
( above are all my imagination,
i am juz imagining myself
will one day become like that,
and the ways that what should i do)
an imagine-maker wrote,
12:50 a.m
tears suddenly juz popped out from my
" window of soul" thingie...
and dropped on my lips. (EEWW)
what the hell was that???
i was leaking....
i didnt know why,
but somehow,
i felt tired,
so exhausted from pleasing others...
i wanted to be like them,
i wanted to mix with them,
join thier group,
and be part of them.
but something,
something was blocking my way,
and invisible rigid wall,
a wall that existed as alpha and omega,
that could never be destroyed...
it's too firm,
i was too weak.
juz because i admired them,
juz because me too wanna be smart like them,
juz because i didnt appreciate myself,
juz because its not the fate i wanted...
i tred to please them,
tried to be SOOOOO good to them,
tried to let them accept me,
it took me so long.
i've been to patience,
i believed one day,
maybe one day,
they would realise the existence of me.
but what did i get?
i was a total misfit.
then,
i read a message,
and email from my friend,
i think it's God's work,
to console,
and let me know that...
" human always care about those
that dont care about them.
and they ignore those who bother them,
who cares and appreciate about them.
they want more, and so they run towards
the aim that shut out to them.
they abondon the group that once concerned,
and attentive...
at last, they got nothing.
cherish those that show cares,
even though they are not the best.
for this is the fate that befalls on you.
you can blame nobody, but you and only you"
and then an electric shot flowed throughout
my every single cell,
every inch of my skin...
I SHOULD BE MYSELF!!!!
I stopped pleasing others,
stopped torturing myself,
stopped to be so greedy and self-centered.
they dont like people that are fake
juz be yourself
dont try to think your hell out
how to make that person likes you.
then you ll start paranoid,
start to be so not-you,
and then turn to another person,
then, no ego... (how sad)
YOU ARE SPECIAL!!!
BE DIFFRENT!!!!
your REAL character is juz like a magnet,
friends are like irons.
*because the only way to be outstanding ,
is to be yourself
be different,
and EGO!!!
such a simple way.
GOD LOVES EVERYONE,
AND WILL PREPARE HIS/HER WAY,
WITHOUT YOU WORRYING.
( above are all my imagination,
i am juz imagining myself
will one day become like that,
and the ways that what should i do)
an imagine-maker wrote,
12:50 a.m
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
smiles (:
Someone asked me,
why are you always hanging your smiley face
right on the bottom of your nose?
i said of coarse,
you want me to smile on my tummy?
i love to smile,
isnt that good?
it makes you feel happy and optimistic,
sometimes, you might even influnce others...
''joanne has the sweetest smile, just like her mother! ''
mr zac said, blinking his cheeky eyes a few months ago.
i remember till now, because its true.
*some people have really pretty sweet smile,
that will shoo the worries away...
''chloe, i hate you and your optimistic''
deanna said, joking....
she is so optimistic, which makes her our class monitor.
class monitor shouldnt be strict and fierce and boring,
they should be bright and smart,
to lead and fill the class with wisdom and happiness!!!
*some people may not hav the sweetest smile,
but their smiles contain sun that shines,
so warm that melts the cold, dissapointed heart...
''omg cheryl, you look so funny when you smile!!!''
alysha couldnt say the words properly,
she was laughing like hell...
'' what the hell?''
cheryl continued...
*some people may not have the brightest smiles,
but they are enough to make someone giggle with joy...
''you all so noisy ar!!! i cannot teach you all arh!!!!''
ms tai was throwing the chairs on the floor,
scolding us with her smiley face.
wierd right?
but i still dont know how the hell can she do that!!!
*some people may not hav the funny smiles,
but at least the smiles will make you less guitly
when you get scolded.
''hey i like your drawings connie!''
yasmin agreed with her admire smile...
* smile at people when you sincerely admire his/her works,
they will always remember and make his/her day.
(human like to be praised)
but most importantly,
smile to people with blessings.
such as smile when you meet them in the corridor,
say something like ''good luck in your exam'' or ''hope you ll get well soon''
with a warm smile..
* this may not be the sweetest or the brightest smile
but this tiny little smile filled with blessings and wishes
is the BEST among the BEST!
remember, a simple way to stand out among the others
is to be H-A-P-P-Y
A happy girl wrote,
6:01 p.m
why are you always hanging your smiley face
right on the bottom of your nose?
i said of coarse,
you want me to smile on my tummy?
i love to smile,
isnt that good?
it makes you feel happy and optimistic,
sometimes, you might even influnce others...
''joanne has the sweetest smile, just like her mother! ''
mr zac said, blinking his cheeky eyes a few months ago.
i remember till now, because its true.
*some people have really pretty sweet smile,
that will shoo the worries away...
''chloe, i hate you and your optimistic''
deanna said, joking....
she is so optimistic, which makes her our class monitor.
class monitor shouldnt be strict and fierce and boring,
they should be bright and smart,
to lead and fill the class with wisdom and happiness!!!
*some people may not hav the sweetest smile,
but their smiles contain sun that shines,
so warm that melts the cold, dissapointed heart...
''omg cheryl, you look so funny when you smile!!!''
alysha couldnt say the words properly,
she was laughing like hell...
'' what the hell?''
cheryl continued...
*some people may not have the brightest smiles,
but they are enough to make someone giggle with joy...
''you all so noisy ar!!! i cannot teach you all arh!!!!''
ms tai was throwing the chairs on the floor,
scolding us with her smiley face.
wierd right?
but i still dont know how the hell can she do that!!!
*some people may not hav the funny smiles,
but at least the smiles will make you less guitly
when you get scolded.
''hey i like your drawings connie!''
yasmin agreed with her admire smile...
* smile at people when you sincerely admire his/her works,
they will always remember and make his/her day.
(human like to be praised)
but most importantly,
smile to people with blessings.
such as smile when you meet them in the corridor,
say something like ''good luck in your exam'' or ''hope you ll get well soon''
with a warm smile..
* this may not be the sweetest or the brightest smile
but this tiny little smile filled with blessings and wishes
is the BEST among the BEST!
remember, a simple way to stand out among the others
is to be H-A-P-P-Y
A happy girl wrote,
6:01 p.m
Monday, August 30, 2010
MERDEKA.......... MERDEKA...... MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wohoooooo.............
its our national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, i didnt hear any firecrackers...
nor yelling of joys....
i actually looked outside the window,
nothing to be suprised,
everyone has their windows and doors tightly shut,
lights were off,
only the dogs were celebreting the day
that everyone used to be proud of.
( bark, bark, bark)
even when i woke my brother up to countdown,
he gave me the look and said merdeka is useless...
and turned in again...
how sad...
maybe there are some of them hav really forgotten what is today
its like that every year.
me too didnt really have the mood to celebrate,
you know when i have to study for the whole day
juz to get a prettay 'pass' for my class test 4.
its exhausting buddy.......
i countdown with melody in the air,
juz for fun.
i didnt yell in the phone,
i juz made a fake WOOHOO after i counted to 1.
everything is so fake, so palsu...
whatever,
yup i updated my LONG abondon blog...
caz i bought a new hp, 12.1 megapixels..
(well, its a few months ago thing,
being too busy)
and yup,
credits to MELODY NG MIN ERN!!!!!!
i like the night sky with the stars scattered around...
thanks so much sis :}
once again...
happy national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a tired gal,
12:45 a.m
its our national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, i didnt hear any firecrackers...
nor yelling of joys....
i actually looked outside the window,
nothing to be suprised,
everyone has their windows and doors tightly shut,
lights were off,
only the dogs were celebreting the day
that everyone used to be proud of.
( bark, bark, bark)
even when i woke my brother up to countdown,
he gave me the look and said merdeka is useless...
and turned in again...
how sad...
maybe there are some of them hav really forgotten what is today
its like that every year.
me too didnt really have the mood to celebrate,
you know when i have to study for the whole day
juz to get a prettay 'pass' for my class test 4.
its exhausting buddy.......
i countdown with melody in the air,
juz for fun.
i didnt yell in the phone,
i juz made a fake WOOHOO after i counted to 1.
everything is so fake, so palsu...
whatever,
yup i updated my LONG abondon blog...
caz i bought a new hp, 12.1 megapixels..
(well, its a few months ago thing,
being too busy)
and yup,
credits to MELODY NG MIN ERN!!!!!!
i like the night sky with the stars scattered around...
thanks so much sis :}
once again...
happy national day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a tired gal,
12:45 a.m
Friday, February 12, 2010
bloggin again.... woohoo
i miss blogging.
actually i've been telling myself to update my blog
every weekends.
but the annoying homeworks just keep disturbing me!
aarrgggghhh........
well, nvm,
arent i bloggin now? hehe
today in my school,
they were dispatiching roses and chocs to someone,
whom another person has bought it for them
few weeks before.
you know they were like,
sorry teacher may i meet
shu yi, cheryll, ysa, robyn, joanne, bla bla bla pls?
i was waiting for my name mann,
haha, so perasan.
no one is gonna give meeeee something.
i feel so lonely,
what stupid valantine day i have.
suddenly the ''down'' song came to my mind.
and i was singing
connie are you down down down down down.....
while doing my eng homework.
T.T ( sobbs)
lonely valantine day.
all i wanted is juz a simple flower or chocalate.
eileen told me to buy it for myself .
pooh...
who will ever do that?!
sheesh....
its like mr bean sending himself christmas cards,
and act so happy when he saw cards on his mailbox
like someone has given him some.
( so stupid right?)
awww,
whatever.....
i ll receive choc one day,
when i have a boyfriend who truly loves me...
( dream maker) kekeke..
ignore me.
oh one of my tooth is so painful for nearly 2 weeks,
at first i thought its juz a numb or tooth cramp or all those crap.
but whenever i eat something,
i ll go OOOWWWWHHHH.
can you imagine?
of all days, new year tooth ache?
thats stupid,
i am gonna kiss my new year cookies goodbye.
T.T
but luckily,
mom is free today,
i mean yesterday,
caz its passed 12.
and she took me to the dentist.
mr ong's ''dental care'' was packed with tooth-problems human.
i juz cant imagine.
his is so welcomed.
its like everyday lots of ppl has tooth problems.
wahahahahaha, ooouuch, my tooth cramped.
so i met two friends in the clinic.
so coincidence.
i waited 1 hour juz to get the dentist to observe my poor tooth.
i was about to sleep and felt so so so guilty to waste my time.
T.T
and then,
and finally,
i heard my beautiful name been called my the nurse.
and then,
guess what?
i ve to wait again!
the room was so cold.
its about to freeze my organs!
can you imagine when the dentist went in to the room where i am,
and then stunned to see a pretty girl is covered by thick ice
with her mouth and eyes wide open?
its so pity....
the friendly dentist said its only inflammation.
inflammation took me 1 hour and let me suffer in the ''fridge'' room?
jeezz....
well, guys,
pls dont mind if i jump from one topic to another,
caz i am a random person.
haha.
now i wonder who views my blog?
i am like talking to myself all the time.
ya maybe only 1 or 2 of you read.
but maybe none of you!
NNNOOOOO.
nvm who cares.
you know i suddenly thought of ants.
caz i saw one crawling on my pure white wall.
i juz died in my fingertips.
wahahahaha..... ( cough)
kay kay kay,
no more boring stuff.
i know this blog is so long and boring....
but congratz to those who has read untill this far!
oh ya and erm,
chinese new year is coming!!!!!
yeah!!!!!
ang pow to get
wooohooooo!!!!!
i juz LOVE $$$.
you know whenever i got money from my dad,
i wont spend it.
i ll juz keep them in my wallet and put it in the safest place,
although no one bothers to steal my money.
last year i got RM1700 of ang pow's money!!!!
so happy,
and i called Ai FM to share my new year stuff...
that was my 1st time calling a radio station.
and its was like everyone in malaysia heard my voice!
haha.
i dont know whats gonna happen this year.
probably something nerd.
i dont know....
i ve packed my shirts for tmr,
i mean today.
going back to HOMETOWN!!!!
and also brought my BOOKS....
how come everyear's 1st class test is aft CNY?
its like spending your chinese new year reading books?
or feeling guilty if you dont.
aww.....
T.T
why is life so stressful......
but anyway,
i am taking part of solo singing, duet singing, culinary,
chinese speech, and short film competition for paramount.
so i gotta find songs and ideas during CNY.
coollll...
but its so stupid
the theme for singing competition is.....
60's or 70's songs.
its like so old....
i mean not nessacary must be 60's or 70's songs.
its juz before 80's.
maybe i can choose the 10's songs or 20's songs.
muahahahaha.....
can you imagine the tune of it?
me? gonna sing that?
wth....
swt..
well, whatever.
actually i have a lot of photos to share.
but i think i ll wait for my new handphone 1st.
i wanna buy cyber shot.
so i can snap nice pics and share them here next time.
haha. juz wait....
but mom says i must use my ang pow money to buy whatever i want.
T.T
so sad....
why are they so mean....
whatever....
i ll buy a roxy bag and roxy pencil box soon..
teeeheee.
kay la,
i know its too long.
so ok,
erm....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
actually i've been telling myself to update my blog
every weekends.
but the annoying homeworks just keep disturbing me!
aarrgggghhh........
well, nvm,
arent i bloggin now? hehe
today in my school,
they were dispatiching roses and chocs to someone,
whom another person has bought it for them
few weeks before.
you know they were like,
sorry teacher may i meet
shu yi, cheryll, ysa, robyn, joanne, bla bla bla pls?
i was waiting for my name mann,
haha, so perasan.
no one is gonna give meeeee something.
i feel so lonely,
what stupid valantine day i have.
suddenly the ''down'' song came to my mind.
and i was singing
connie are you down down down down down.....
while doing my eng homework.
T.T ( sobbs)
lonely valantine day.
all i wanted is juz a simple flower or chocalate.
eileen told me to buy it for myself .
pooh...
who will ever do that?!
sheesh....
its like mr bean sending himself christmas cards,
and act so happy when he saw cards on his mailbox
like someone has given him some.
( so stupid right?)
awww,
whatever.....
i ll receive choc one day,
when i have a boyfriend who truly loves me...
( dream maker) kekeke..
ignore me.
oh one of my tooth is so painful for nearly 2 weeks,
at first i thought its juz a numb or tooth cramp or all those crap.
but whenever i eat something,
i ll go OOOWWWWHHHH.
can you imagine?
of all days, new year tooth ache?
thats stupid,
i am gonna kiss my new year cookies goodbye.
T.T
but luckily,
mom is free today,
i mean yesterday,
caz its passed 12.
and she took me to the dentist.
mr ong's ''dental care'' was packed with tooth-problems human.
i juz cant imagine.
his is so welcomed.
its like everyday lots of ppl has tooth problems.
wahahahahaha, ooouuch, my tooth cramped.
so i met two friends in the clinic.
so coincidence.
i waited 1 hour juz to get the dentist to observe my poor tooth.
i was about to sleep and felt so so so guilty to waste my time.
T.T
and then,
and finally,
i heard my beautiful name been called my the nurse.
and then,
guess what?
i ve to wait again!
the room was so cold.
its about to freeze my organs!
can you imagine when the dentist went in to the room where i am,
and then stunned to see a pretty girl is covered by thick ice
with her mouth and eyes wide open?
its so pity....
the friendly dentist said its only inflammation.
inflammation took me 1 hour and let me suffer in the ''fridge'' room?
jeezz....
well, guys,
pls dont mind if i jump from one topic to another,
caz i am a random person.
haha.
now i wonder who views my blog?
i am like talking to myself all the time.
ya maybe only 1 or 2 of you read.
but maybe none of you!
NNNOOOOO.
nvm who cares.
you know i suddenly thought of ants.
caz i saw one crawling on my pure white wall.
i juz died in my fingertips.
wahahahaha..... ( cough)
kay kay kay,
no more boring stuff.
i know this blog is so long and boring....
but congratz to those who has read untill this far!
oh ya and erm,
chinese new year is coming!!!!!
yeah!!!!!
ang pow to get
wooohooooo!!!!!
i juz LOVE $$$.
you know whenever i got money from my dad,
i wont spend it.
i ll juz keep them in my wallet and put it in the safest place,
although no one bothers to steal my money.
last year i got RM1700 of ang pow's money!!!!
so happy,
and i called Ai FM to share my new year stuff...
that was my 1st time calling a radio station.
and its was like everyone in malaysia heard my voice!
haha.
i dont know whats gonna happen this year.
probably something nerd.
i dont know....
i ve packed my shirts for tmr,
i mean today.
going back to HOMETOWN!!!!
and also brought my BOOKS....
how come everyear's 1st class test is aft CNY?
its like spending your chinese new year reading books?
or feeling guilty if you dont.
aww.....
T.T
why is life so stressful......
but anyway,
i am taking part of solo singing, duet singing, culinary,
chinese speech, and short film competition for paramount.
so i gotta find songs and ideas during CNY.
coollll...
but its so stupid
the theme for singing competition is.....
60's or 70's songs.
its like so old....
i mean not nessacary must be 60's or 70's songs.
its juz before 80's.
maybe i can choose the 10's songs or 20's songs.
muahahahaha.....
can you imagine the tune of it?
me? gonna sing that?
wth....
swt..
well, whatever.
actually i have a lot of photos to share.
but i think i ll wait for my new handphone 1st.
i wanna buy cyber shot.
so i can snap nice pics and share them here next time.
haha. juz wait....
but mom says i must use my ang pow money to buy whatever i want.
T.T
so sad....
why are they so mean....
whatever....
i ll buy a roxy bag and roxy pencil box soon..
teeeheee.
kay la,
i know its too long.
so ok,
erm....
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
Saturday, January 30, 2010
random stuffs
wwhheeewww.........
what busy week i had.
i ve ask everyone from form 4,
they gave me the same answer.
''ya, its differrent from form 3''
''form 4 is much more stressful''
''i used to have time to play, but now no''
bla bla bla ,
all sorts of answers.
but for me,
it seems more challenging,
more interesting than form1,2,3.
really.
actually,
nothing special has happened in this week,
juz some friendships problem.
but now settled.
and guess what,
tuitions settled too!
monday: fully book : piano lesson.
tuesday: fully book : bm tuition
wednesday: fully book : chinese tuition
thursday: time provided
friday: fully book : accounts tuition
saturday : fully book : eng tuition
sunday : fully book : church
WOW!
its like almost everyday is fully book!
i can only have maximum one tuition everyday.
its like oh my god....
and guess what agian,
i dont know why,
so suddenly,
i am the subject monitor for english!
this is the conversation.
Mrs Ann Marie is our eng teacher,
she wanted to play a game,
and from this game,
whoever wins will become the eng monitor.
(pooh! who wants to win ? )
mrs AM : ok, i will go to a party tonight, and i will bring an apple.
how about you Anderson?
anderson : i ll bring some balloons?
mrs AM : no anderson, you cant go to the party!
anderson : ???!!!
mrs Am : betty?
betty : i ll bring an orange.
mrs Am : no betty you too cant go to the party. how about joanne?
joanne : (whisper whisper whisper)
mrs Am : what are you trying to say ?
joanne : no come here, (whisper whisper whisper)
mrs AM : juz say out loud!
joanne : hehehehahahahohoho (whisper whisper whisper)
mrs AM : .................. you cannot go to the party! ...............
connie, what will you bring?
me : i ll bring a camera to snap all the photos.
mrs AM : yes connie, you can go to the party!!!!
ben : omg connie, how did you do that?
eileen : hahahahaha , lol
putrisa : oh teacher, i ll bring a papaya!
Mrs Am : yes putrisa you can go to the party too!
ben : oh i know ady, like your name starts from A,
you must bring something which is also starts from A.
me : izit?
mrs AM : ok connie, since you are the 1st one to go to the party,
then you ll be the one to become our subject monitor for eng!!!
everyone : wow, connie.........
me : huh? what happened?
eileen : ya, you are our eng subject monitor!
me : huh? what is goin on here?
mrs AM : so connie, you are in charge to collect books which we needa pass up,
and cut some articles to paste on the notice board back there,
i want to see changes every week.
me : wait what? can i not do it?
( bell rings )
mrs AM : ok, thank you class
me : teacher, can i quit?
mrs AM : (keeping her things)
me : teacher.....
(ignoring)
me : erm, teacher?
(ignoring)
me : teacher.................
(ignoring)
me : teacher dont treat this to me.....
mrs AM : ( walked off )
me : oh mann......
why must she ignored me?
which part of reaction from me seems like i want this job?
sheeshh.....
so here i am ,
sacrificing my break time .
instead of doing my homeworks,
i have to look for interestin stuffs in STAR newspaper,
and cut it out .
but its good too,
this makes me force to read eng newspaper everyday,
and soon or after,
my eng will improve!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!
oh ya,
this suddenly popped into my mind,
i want to share something nice to you.
i mean something really funny,
that we used to laugh like hell when we were in aus.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Lb_sfdylkw
and something that you guys wanna listen!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNzrwh2Z2hQ
what busy week i had.
i ve ask everyone from form 4,
they gave me the same answer.
''ya, its differrent from form 3''
''form 4 is much more stressful''
''i used to have time to play, but now no''
bla bla bla ,
all sorts of answers.
but for me,
it seems more challenging,
more interesting than form1,2,3.
really.
actually,
nothing special has happened in this week,
juz some friendships problem.
but now settled.
and guess what,
tuitions settled too!
monday: fully book : piano lesson.
tuesday: fully book : bm tuition
wednesday: fully book : chinese tuition
thursday: time provided
friday: fully book : accounts tuition
saturday : fully book : eng tuition
sunday : fully book : church
WOW!
its like almost everyday is fully book!
i can only have maximum one tuition everyday.
its like oh my god....
and guess what agian,
i dont know why,
so suddenly,
i am the subject monitor for english!
this is the conversation.
Mrs Ann Marie is our eng teacher,
she wanted to play a game,
and from this game,
whoever wins will become the eng monitor.
(pooh! who wants to win ? )
mrs AM : ok, i will go to a party tonight, and i will bring an apple.
how about you Anderson?
anderson : i ll bring some balloons?
mrs AM : no anderson, you cant go to the party!
anderson : ???!!!
mrs Am : betty?
betty : i ll bring an orange.
mrs Am : no betty you too cant go to the party. how about joanne?
joanne : (whisper whisper whisper)
mrs Am : what are you trying to say ?
joanne : no come here, (whisper whisper whisper)
mrs AM : juz say out loud!
joanne : hehehehahahahohoho (whisper whisper whisper)
mrs AM : .................. you cannot go to the party! ...............
connie, what will you bring?
me : i ll bring a camera to snap all the photos.
mrs AM : yes connie, you can go to the party!!!!
ben : omg connie, how did you do that?
eileen : hahahahaha , lol
putrisa : oh teacher, i ll bring a papaya!
Mrs Am : yes putrisa you can go to the party too!
ben : oh i know ady, like your name starts from A,
you must bring something which is also starts from A.
me : izit?
mrs AM : ok connie, since you are the 1st one to go to the party,
then you ll be the one to become our subject monitor for eng!!!
everyone : wow, connie.........
me : huh? what happened?
eileen : ya, you are our eng subject monitor!
me : huh? what is goin on here?
mrs AM : so connie, you are in charge to collect books which we needa pass up,
and cut some articles to paste on the notice board back there,
i want to see changes every week.
me : wait what? can i not do it?
( bell rings )
mrs AM : ok, thank you class
me : teacher, can i quit?
mrs AM : (keeping her things)
me : teacher.....
(ignoring)
me : erm, teacher?
(ignoring)
me : teacher.................
(ignoring)
me : teacher dont treat this to me.....
mrs AM : ( walked off )
me : oh mann......
why must she ignored me?
which part of reaction from me seems like i want this job?
sheeshh.....
so here i am ,
sacrificing my break time .
instead of doing my homeworks,
i have to look for interestin stuffs in STAR newspaper,
and cut it out .
but its good too,
this makes me force to read eng newspaper everyday,
and soon or after,
my eng will improve!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!
oh ya,
this suddenly popped into my mind,
i want to share something nice to you.
i mean something really funny,
that we used to laugh like hell when we were in aus.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Lb_sfdylkw
and something that you guys wanna listen!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNzrwh2Z2hQ
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
what happened to you?
what's happening to you?
have i done something wrong to you?
the minute after moral class,
you've changed.
you used to be so funny and talkative,
now you are ignoring me.
everytime i try to speak to you,
you juz neglected me or just say dont know.
have i done something wrong,
or something that really hurts you?
pls prove me wrong.
i dont like this feeling.
i dont like broken friendships
in the 1st month of the year.
what 's on you mind actually?
can you tell me?
i ve asked your friends,
but they choose to digress.
are you concealing something from me?
i ve thought of the time b4 moral class,
you were still so funny and nice,
i dont think i ve done something wrong.
then why are you emoing now?
if i ve really hurt you,
i am sorry.
but i think now you are hurting me now,
i feel so guilty.
please dont make me feel that,
caz you know that is not a good feeling.
or izit overall a misunderstood?
have i done something wrong to you?
the minute after moral class,
you've changed.
you used to be so funny and talkative,
now you are ignoring me.
everytime i try to speak to you,
you juz neglected me or just say dont know.
have i done something wrong,
or something that really hurts you?
pls prove me wrong.
i dont like this feeling.
i dont like broken friendships
in the 1st month of the year.
what 's on you mind actually?
can you tell me?
i ve asked your friends,
but they choose to digress.
are you concealing something from me?
i ve thought of the time b4 moral class,
you were still so funny and nice,
i dont think i ve done something wrong.
then why are you emoing now?
if i ve really hurt you,
i am sorry.
but i think now you are hurting me now,
i feel so guilty.
please dont make me feel that,
caz you know that is not a good feeling.
or izit overall a misunderstood?
Friday, January 15, 2010
My thoughts (remix)
busy busy busy.....
i am too busy right here.
homeworks homeworks homeworks......
loads of homeworks.
squeeze squeeze squeeze........
squeezing my time that can filled up a cup of lemonade,
i mean bitter lemonade.
in my life,
i never try before loving school.
i really hoped that weekends are weekdays,
and as well as weekdays are weekends.
but miracles do sometimes happen.
not knowing why,
juz dont know,
i love school!
impossible right?
kay let me ask you,
whorever likes school huh?
no right?
thats why i think i am crazy.
now let me think why i like school,
hhmmmm,
oh ya i know why,
bcaz of friends i guess.
thinking carefully,
since the 3rd day i stepped in this school,
i ve been bullied by three bullies in my class!
1st, jia jin,
then john,
3rd is the friend sitting beside me (girl)
her name's eileen.
sometimes jia jin porposly come and sit beside me,
and he keeps making noises!
talking, interupting, bothering, pulling down my rubber band,
staring and blinks at me, calling me for nothing, poking my waist,
tickling me, grab my things, throws rubbish on my table or drawer.....
OH MY GOD,
SO ANNOYING!!!
john is not that bad,
but he is jia jin's best buddy,
so he cant be that good.
he helps jia jin to grab my things,
my bag, my lock, my jacket.....
even teacher's infront.
eileen is the worst,
she keeps saying jia jin and i are couples!
crazy right?
i think she needa be sent to MPH,
(mental people hospital).
at first she is the ONLY one who says that,
then now,
great,
this breaking news has spreaded to my other friends.
and now,
evertone is saying that!
haha,
its so funny remind me to laugh.
i think i needa sing a song,
我问天，我问天，
我何时得罪你?
为何要让我，
受这样的苦！
haha,
this is an old song during 60's.
but it cannot be outdated for ppl who suffers a lot.
well，
although they are bad,
but i didnt reproach them.
why?
i think its bcaz i am too good and kind and generous.
and we are best buddies all the time.
jia jin is a great riot,
his head has packed with jokes,
so whenever we are,
his job is to make sure we really did press on our stomach
and laugh like hell.
we chit chat a lot,
and teach each other.
thank you for helping me so much when i am blured.
and stop saying i am smart,
i am not smart,
i am juz a waste paper that has already crushed.
okay?
***
nowadays i maybe really busy,
caz i havent found my chemis tuition yet,
if you have a good teacher to introduce,
pls tell me,
i really need your help.
form 4 and form5 is a swampy way to go,
no more objective,
no more ''tembak'' ing,
only think b4 you write,
and write and write and write.
a person who is damn stupid as me,
doesnt have many mg in my brain,
all we needa do is rivise and rivise and rivise.
nothing is allowed to do exept for rivsing.
oh well,
i think only 2 years to suffer
and maybe this tourturing years can trade a bright future!
hey, not bad what...........
okay,
gambateh connie,
i know i can do it,
and so are you my friend!
(the one who is now reading this blog)
i am too busy right here.
homeworks homeworks homeworks......
loads of homeworks.
squeeze squeeze squeeze........
squeezing my time that can filled up a cup of lemonade,
i mean bitter lemonade.
in my life,
i never try before loving school.
i really hoped that weekends are weekdays,
and as well as weekdays are weekends.
but miracles do sometimes happen.
not knowing why,
juz dont know,
i love school!
impossible right?
kay let me ask you,
whorever likes school huh?
no right?
thats why i think i am crazy.
now let me think why i like school,
hhmmmm,
oh ya i know why,
bcaz of friends i guess.
thinking carefully,
since the 3rd day i stepped in this school,
i ve been bullied by three bullies in my class!
1st, jia jin,
then john,
3rd is the friend sitting beside me (girl)
her name's eileen.
sometimes jia jin porposly come and sit beside me,
and he keeps making noises!
talking, interupting, bothering, pulling down my rubber band,
staring and blinks at me, calling me for nothing, poking my waist,
tickling me, grab my things, throws rubbish on my table or drawer.....
OH MY GOD,
SO ANNOYING!!!
john is not that bad,
but he is jia jin's best buddy,
so he cant be that good.
he helps jia jin to grab my things,
my bag, my lock, my jacket.....
even teacher's infront.
eileen is the worst,
she keeps saying jia jin and i are couples!
crazy right?
i think she needa be sent to MPH,
(mental people hospital).
at first she is the ONLY one who says that,
then now,
great,
this breaking news has spreaded to my other friends.
and now,
evertone is saying that!
haha,
its so funny remind me to laugh.
i think i needa sing a song,
我问天，我问天，
我何时得罪你?
为何要让我，
受这样的苦！
haha,
this is an old song during 60's.
but it cannot be outdated for ppl who suffers a lot.
well，
although they are bad,
but i didnt reproach them.
why?
i think its bcaz i am too good and kind and generous.
and we are best buddies all the time.
jia jin is a great riot,
his head has packed with jokes,
so whenever we are,
his job is to make sure we really did press on our stomach
and laugh like hell.
we chit chat a lot,
and teach each other.
thank you for helping me so much when i am blured.
and stop saying i am smart,
i am not smart,
i am juz a waste paper that has already crushed.
okay?
***
nowadays i maybe really busy,
caz i havent found my chemis tuition yet,
if you have a good teacher to introduce,
pls tell me,
i really need your help.
form 4 and form5 is a swampy way to go,
no more objective,
no more ''tembak'' ing,
only think b4 you write,
and write and write and write.
a person who is damn stupid as me,
doesnt have many mg in my brain,
all we needa do is rivise and rivise and rivise.
nothing is allowed to do exept for rivsing.
oh well,
i think only 2 years to suffer
and maybe this tourturing years can trade a bright future!
hey, not bad what...........
okay,
gambateh connie,
i know i can do it,
and so are you my friend!
(the one who is now reading this blog)
Friday, January 8, 2010
My new school
school has started,
and form 4 is reeeaaally freaking me out.
in the 1st week of school,
i got reeeeaaaally busy finishing my homeworks,
and rivisions......
my time is really limited,
as i will be home at 4:30 or sometimes 5.
and then i needa read newspapers,
practise my piano, watch news in the tv,
tuitions......
and sometimes watch informatics channels,
or jogging......( i'm getting fatter )
well, aft that, it will be only 1 to 1 hour n 30 minutes left to revise.
sometimes my homework couldnt be done in time.
this forces me to stay up late till 1130 or even 1200.
and i gotta wake up early in the morning,
walking like a drunkard man in the school.
and again force myself to listen in the class.
home agian,
need a lot of energy to do add maths and chemis,
no nap allowed,
and repeat the entire thing that i metioned.
not even have time to blog!
AAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANT STAND ANYMORE of this time squezzing!!!
chillax connie,
inhale deeply, exhale....
inhale, exhale......
ok, maybe school is not that bad,
(my mood is really random)
i really enjoy in the school.
school is really COOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLL!!!
school environment
its a lot cleaner here,
clean tiles instead of black cement.
clean floor and its hard to find a single rubbish.
clean toilets that look like a public toilet
you can see in a shopping centre.
everything is tidy.
in the class
its like really cold in the classroom,
airconds make you freezed,
as i am really sensitive to coldness.
now maybe you ll think,
will aicond keeps you sleepy in the class?
well, my answer is no.
because its too cold that will make you
shiver like hell.
just like you cant sleep in the north pole right?
teachers
the teachers there are totally riot!
they will make you laugh like hell in their class,
and you ll remember all the stuffs that they have taught
so clearly in you mind that hardly be forggotten.
teachers are required to use slide shows in the class
to teach us.
so instead of copying notes,
you can give them your email address
so that they could email to you
what they have taught in the slide shows.
friends
new school,
of coarse new friends.
1st ,
its the language problem.
we usually speak english now,
and only speak chinese to some of mhy friends.
those boys in my class are really jokers.
the teachers are a riot and the boys are a joker,
what a good combination i see.
well, as what i can see in my class,
the students are really a question producers.
they are not shy to ask questions at all!
(in my old school only a few of them asked)
and everytime when teahcer asks us
''are you blured''
or
''is anybody lost here?''
we will shoot our questions to the teacher directly in he or her face,
and teacher will explain one by one with great patient.
that is what smaller class benefits.
lockers
of coarse, lockers are provided in private shcools.
every class every student has their own locker
and you can put whatever inside it.
well, what will every student do is to put all their books
inside the locker.
and no more keeping thier books in thier bags every night
according to the time table like what i did last few years.
YES!!!!
no more heavy bags!!!!!
conveniences
from primary to secondary 3,
what i always did was everytime
when i wanna go to the toilet,
i had to wear a ''tandas pas''
to show that i had got someone's permission to the toilet.
its a great embarresment hanging a pass infront of your chess.
just like a lil kid mann......
but now,
no more.
just go to the toilet straightly if you want,
no teachers will ever bother you.
handphones are not allowed in national school,
but here , its alright,
use it after the school dismisses,
and you ll get into no troubles.
and the most important is,
NO MORE DUTY ROSTERS!!!!!!
the cleaners will clean every classroom b4 school,
and after school dismisses.
no more troubleness and those hateful duty rosters.
that is the best.
just focus on my class and all my cca's.
good!
behaviors
the students behavior is better than what i thought,
no comparing branded stuffs,
every one is nice,
boys and girls are not shy to each other.
quite open larh~
they can hug in the middle of the corridor,
boys helping girls to comb thier hair,
boys and girls sitting together in one chair.
lots of this kinda stuffs.
nothing to be shocked,
its really normal.
well, juz wanna share my feelings here,
pls dont think that i am boasting or show offing,
or else i will be really really sad T.T
think i must adapt to the whole new life here,
and arrange my time proporly b4 everything got cramped up.
wish i can catch up in my studies
and pls Lord,
lead my way.
a new student wrote.
1:40 p.m
and form 4 is reeeaaally freaking me out.
in the 1st week of school,
i got reeeeaaaally busy finishing my homeworks,
and rivisions......
my time is really limited,
as i will be home at 4:30 or sometimes 5.
and then i needa read newspapers,
practise my piano, watch news in the tv,
tuitions......
and sometimes watch informatics channels,
or jogging......( i'm getting fatter )
well, aft that, it will be only 1 to 1 hour n 30 minutes left to revise.
sometimes my homework couldnt be done in time.
this forces me to stay up late till 1130 or even 1200.
and i gotta wake up early in the morning,
walking like a drunkard man in the school.
and again force myself to listen in the class.
home agian,
need a lot of energy to do add maths and chemis,
no nap allowed,
and repeat the entire thing that i metioned.
not even have time to blog!
AAAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANT STAND ANYMORE of this time squezzing!!!
chillax connie,
inhale deeply, exhale....
inhale, exhale......
ok, maybe school is not that bad,
(my mood is really random)
i really enjoy in the school.
school is really COOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLL!!!
school environment
its a lot cleaner here,
clean tiles instead of black cement.
clean floor and its hard to find a single rubbish.
clean toilets that look like a public toilet
you can see in a shopping centre.
everything is tidy.
in the class
its like really cold in the classroom,
airconds make you freezed,
as i am really sensitive to coldness.
now maybe you ll think,
will aicond keeps you sleepy in the class?
well, my answer is no.
because its too cold that will make you
shiver like hell.
just like you cant sleep in the north pole right?
teachers
the teachers there are totally riot!
they will make you laugh like hell in their class,
and you ll remember all the stuffs that they have taught
so clearly in you mind that hardly be forggotten.
teachers are required to use slide shows in the class
to teach us.
so instead of copying notes,
you can give them your email address
so that they could email to you
what they have taught in the slide shows.
friends
new school,
of coarse new friends.
1st ,
its the language problem.
we usually speak english now,
and only speak chinese to some of mhy friends.
those boys in my class are really jokers.
the teachers are a riot and the boys are a joker,
what a good combination i see.
well, as what i can see in my class,
the students are really a question producers.
they are not shy to ask questions at all!
(in my old school only a few of them asked)
and everytime when teahcer asks us
''are you blured''
or
''is anybody lost here?''
we will shoot our questions to the teacher directly in he or her face,
and teacher will explain one by one with great patient.
that is what smaller class benefits.
lockers
of coarse, lockers are provided in private shcools.
every class every student has their own locker
and you can put whatever inside it.
well, what will every student do is to put all their books
inside the locker.
and no more keeping thier books in thier bags every night
according to the time table like what i did last few years.
YES!!!!
no more heavy bags!!!!!
conveniences
from primary to secondary 3,
what i always did was everytime
when i wanna go to the toilet,
i had to wear a ''tandas pas''
to show that i had got someone's permission to the toilet.
its a great embarresment hanging a pass infront of your chess.
just like a lil kid mann......
but now,
no more.
just go to the toilet straightly if you want,
no teachers will ever bother you.
handphones are not allowed in national school,
but here , its alright,
use it after the school dismisses,
and you ll get into no troubles.
and the most important is,
NO MORE DUTY ROSTERS!!!!!!
the cleaners will clean every classroom b4 school,
and after school dismisses.
no more troubleness and those hateful duty rosters.
that is the best.
just focus on my class and all my cca's.
good!
behaviors
the students behavior is better than what i thought,
no comparing branded stuffs,
every one is nice,
boys and girls are not shy to each other.
quite open larh~
they can hug in the middle of the corridor,
boys helping girls to comb thier hair,
boys and girls sitting together in one chair.
lots of this kinda stuffs.
nothing to be shocked,
its really normal.
well, juz wanna share my feelings here,
pls dont think that i am boasting or show offing,
or else i will be really really sad T.T
think i must adapt to the whole new life here,
and arrange my time proporly b4 everything got cramped up.
wish i can catch up in my studies
and pls Lord,
lead my way.
a new student wrote.
1:40 p.m
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Something to say to my old friends
January 2nd,
the second day of 2010.
well, two more days,
and the school will start.
my new school,
what would it be?
a school full of comparing who got the most branded stuff?
or a school which has the best edducation for the students?
the answer will be unlocked
in the 1st semester of school.
i went for the school orientation today,
listening to the principal speech.
she is good, and speaks perfect english.
what a kind principal i had.
i can see the teachers here are good,
kind enought to help us.
and also teachers from foriegn countries!
GOOD!
the principal explained pretty briefly
in about 2 hours.
and i have absorbed as much as i could
about this school.
i love here,
hope i could be here since form 1
but no.
nvm, i ll cherish the moment here from the very 1st day.
since my father has threw thousands in here,
i needa use their facilities
and ''upgrade'' my results.
thats what i ll do.
well as i said,
i ll transfer to a new school.
of coz, i ll miss my smkkb too.
miss my friends and the teachers there.
so today,
aft the orientation class,
i went to metro prima
and meet my friends there.
its a gathering to celebrate jia yik's bday,
in the other hand,
a small lil farewell party for me.
7 tickets for the movie Avatar,
5 boys 2 girls,
seperated seats. ( i sat with cin yee)
this is the 1st time i seat so near to the screen.
a seat with the letter D.
a new experience mann.....
not bad, clearer vision,
plus an uncomfortable seat.
Aaarrggghhhh...............
it has been quite a long time since i last met cin yee.
the 1st moment i saw her,
no differences.
one of the best friends of mine.
she's a riot and i'm a jerk,
what a good combination.
Avatar is a nice movie.
the planet in pandora was beautiful.
the people there who known as ''omaticaya people''
were huge and blue and strong.
they could mind interaction with the animals there.
their animals however,
were ......... weird.
i like them riding thier ''ikran'',
a huge blue bird which every young omaticaya
should have one of their very own.
and ''torok''
a gigantic colorful wild bird,
fierce and only one omaticaya can ride on it
every 5 generations.
the rider is called as the ''torok macto''
a very respectful omaticaya.
pandora is a unique, beutiful planet which i wished to live in.
although they lived in a jungle.
but, unfourtunetly,
its juz a movie. T.T
having steamboat for my dinner,
RM84 and 12 bucks per person.
not too expensive.
well,
bye bye friends,
and erm,
wish i could still accidently meet you somewhere
in the corner of the earth.
wish you wont porposly shift your eyes from me
when you get to regonise me.
at least say a warm hello to me please.
oh ya and erm,
HAPPAY BIRTHDAY JIA YIK!
lastly i wanna give you something
that you may not actually discovered
在茫茫人海中，
我遇见了你，
这不是巧合，
而是命中注定。
所以每当在哪里，
你认识了朋友，
或是在路边，
你与某些人擦肩而过，
也是个命运。
是难得的。
在茫茫人海中，
你成为了我的朋友，
请你看中我们的友谊，
因为我也会珍惜你。
the second day of 2010.
well, two more days,
and the school will start.
my new school,
what would it be?
a school full of comparing who got the most branded stuff?
or a school which has the best edducation for the students?
the answer will be unlocked
in the 1st semester of school.
i went for the school orientation today,
listening to the principal speech.
she is good, and speaks perfect english.
what a kind principal i had.
i can see the teachers here are good,
kind enought to help us.
and also teachers from foriegn countries!
GOOD!
the principal explained pretty briefly
in about 2 hours.
and i have absorbed as much as i could
about this school.
i love here,
hope i could be here since form 1
but no.
nvm, i ll cherish the moment here from the very 1st day.
since my father has threw thousands in here,
i needa use their facilities
and ''upgrade'' my results.
thats what i ll do.
well as i said,
i ll transfer to a new school.
of coz, i ll miss my smkkb too.
miss my friends and the teachers there.
so today,
aft the orientation class,
i went to metro prima
and meet my friends there.
its a gathering to celebrate jia yik's bday,
in the other hand,
a small lil farewell party for me.
7 tickets for the movie Avatar,
5 boys 2 girls,
seperated seats. ( i sat with cin yee)
this is the 1st time i seat so near to the screen.
a seat with the letter D.
a new experience mann.....
not bad, clearer vision,
plus an uncomfortable seat.
Aaarrggghhhh...............
it has been quite a long time since i last met cin yee.
the 1st moment i saw her,
no differences.
one of the best friends of mine.
she's a riot and i'm a jerk,
what a good combination.
Avatar is a nice movie.
the planet in pandora was beautiful.
the people there who known as ''omaticaya people''
were huge and blue and strong.
they could mind interaction with the animals there.
their animals however,
were ......... weird.
i like them riding thier ''ikran'',
a huge blue bird which every young omaticaya
should have one of their very own.
and ''torok''
a gigantic colorful wild bird,
fierce and only one omaticaya can ride on it
every 5 generations.
the rider is called as the ''torok macto''
a very respectful omaticaya.
pandora is a unique, beutiful planet which i wished to live in.
although they lived in a jungle.
but, unfourtunetly,
its juz a movie. T.T
having steamboat for my dinner,
RM84 and 12 bucks per person.
not too expensive.
well,
bye bye friends,
and erm,
wish i could still accidently meet you somewhere
in the corner of the earth.
wish you wont porposly shift your eyes from me
when you get to regonise me.
at least say a warm hello to me please.
oh ya and erm,
HAPPAY BIRTHDAY JIA YIK!
lastly i wanna give you something
that you may not actually discovered
在茫茫人海中，
我遇见了你，
这不是巧合，
而是命中注定。
所以每当在哪里，
你认识了朋友，
或是在路边，
你与某些人擦肩而过，
也是个命运。
是难得的。
在茫茫人海中，
你成为了我的朋友，
请你看中我们的友谊，
因为我也会珍惜你。
Friday, January 1, 2010
2010 年驾到！！！
新年要到咯！
新年要到咯！
真的是难以相信，
我们的2009年过得如此的快，
迎接新的一年总是那么期待。
也不知道为什么，
心里总是说着，
‘新的一年新希望，
乐观的把握现在完成未来，
新的一年神也会更加倍爱我，
我也要更加倍爱人。’
今年的新年，
跟去年的一样，
是在我两个双胞胎表弟家庆祝。
应为他们的家从阳台上可看到双峰塔，
所以方便我们看烟花，
而不是去跟人家人挤人。
************************************************
晚餐挺丰富的，
我真的和喜欢。
首先呢，
是我很久碰都没碰过的KFC！
辣的平常的人你选，
鸡翅膀，鸡胸样样试。
（有点像古时后的人只在新年吃炸鸡喝汽水）
我们真的有说有笑，
说了很多笑话啦，冷笑话啦，废话啦，
谈谈天，说说地。
总之什么都拿来讲啦~
那时的心情真的很快活，
只想到现在没有想到开学的压力。
多好！
吃了炸鸡就吃POPIA，
我们的popia 是自己包自己吃。
很多料自己慢慢放。
虽然有很多料，
但放进嘴里都能尝出每一种料的味道。
最喜欢这个菜了！
这个是我大舅包的。
真的很大个！
太夸张了啦他！
哇塞，包不成了我看。
（不过他还是吃下去了）
看看这些男生，
这些衣服都是我的二舅母送给我们的，
这是我的小表妹，
很害羞的小妹妹，
她正在看着她的宝贝项链，
很漂亮吧？
这个有点像大红花。
黄色的棕鲁树，好特别哦。。。
这个烟花最美，是diamond shape 的。
这个是第二美的。（在现场看的话）
这个就好像火刺猬！
你有没有看过在夜空中的太阳啊？
这个就有点像很多脚的红昆虫。。。
这个嘛。。应该是椰树吧。。。
新年要到咯！
真的是难以相信，
我们的2009年过得如此的快，
迎接新的一年总是那么期待。
也不知道为什么，
心里总是说着，
‘新的一年新希望，
乐观的把握现在完成未来，
新的一年神也会更加倍爱我，
我也要更加倍爱人。’
今年的新年，
跟去年的一样，
是在我两个双胞胎表弟家庆祝。
应为他们的家从阳台上可看到双峰塔，
所以方便我们看烟花，
而不是去跟人家人挤人。
************************************************
晚餐挺丰富的，
我真的和喜欢。
首先呢，
是我很久碰都没碰过的KFC！
辣的平常的人你选，
鸡翅膀，鸡胸样样试。
（有点像古时后的人只在新年吃炸鸡喝汽水）
我们真的有说有笑，
说了很多笑话啦，冷笑话啦，废话啦，
谈谈天，说说地。
总之什么都拿来讲啦~
那时的心情真的很快活，
只想到现在没有想到开学的压力。
多好！
吃了炸鸡就吃POPIA，我们的popia 是自己包自己吃。
很多料自己慢慢放。
虽然有很多料，
但放进嘴里都能尝出每一种料的味道。
最喜欢这个菜了！
这个是我大舅包的。真的很大个！
太夸张了啦他！
哇塞，包不成了我看。
（不过他还是吃下去了）
我们全部表兄弟姐妹全都穿这一样的衣服，
女生穿着ROXY的，
而男生则是QUICK SILVER。
我一向来都对白色衣服有拒，
可是不知道为什么这一天，
我会穿得如此轻松愉快，
一点都没有压迫感。
可能是要新年了吧，
也提醒我勇敢面对恐惧！
看看这些男生，可以成为 camera man 了，
可惜他们手上没有握着相机。。。
这些衣服都是我的二舅母送给我们的，她真的很好人 =）
这是我的小表妹，受英文教育的，
英语一级棒。
很害羞的小妹妹，蛮害羞的。
她的性格很坚强
不容易被弄哭。
她很可爱的，我喜欢她！
她正在看着她的宝贝项链，是彩虹色的，
蛮美的。
***************************************************
现在是晚上11：55，
还有多五分钟，
就要迎接2010年啦！！！
5，4，3，2，1,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
What a celebration!
很漂亮吧？接下来还有很多烟花的照片，
都是我的四姨丈拍的。
这个有点像大红花。
黄色的棕鲁树，好特别哦。。。
这个烟花最美，是diamond shape 的。
这个是第二美的。（在现场看的话） 这个就好像火刺猬！
你有没有看过在夜空中的太阳啊？
这个就有点像很多脚的红昆虫。。。
这个嘛。。应该是椰树吧。。。 我们五个家人20人全都挤在
二舅高级公寓的阳台上，
观赏着klcc 和附近的建筑物所放出的烟花。
在烟花放出的那一杀那，
我想了很多。
这2009年，
我过得有意义吗？
这2009年，
我做过什么很突出的事吗？
2010年，
我该怎么过？
2010年，
是新的开始，
还是我昨天的翻版货？
我发现到，
我很爱拖。
很喜欢三心两意，
我应该把我的坏习惯统统除掉。
不要以‘旧的自己过新年’
虽然我的新年不是过得轰轰烈烈的，
但是却给了我很大的启示。
祷告吧，
我也在这里祝福大家，
新年请过着新的自己！
新年蒙恩＝）
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